〈最後一次〉

最近一直在听这首歌.很喜欢这首歌~
也许是MV的拍摄加上流传的故事,大幅度地增加了这首歌的感动.
简单的旋律,很容易琅琅上口哼着曲子.
没有花花绿绿的歌词,让人印象深刻.

歌词:

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮

所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易

生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我 永远 爱你。

流传背后的故事

有一对感情非常好的小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚正当高三开学不久
学校体检
检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病
这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰

就像宝宝皮肤一样
最后会因为皮肤太嫰
承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂

虽然不能医治
但那个男孩和双方家长
都要求那个女孩住院
就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点

当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候
那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的
不再把自己关在病房里不见人
而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落
也就在那时她开始写日记
努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间

当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候
女孩才发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事
那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩


荆莿鸟的绝唱

若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就找朋友帮忙语录歌
已经病入膏盲的女孩
喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血
但都坚持要自己唱

当U盘出来之后
那个女孩竟然要求安乐死
还说一开始就打算这么做
而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着
还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话
手术关灯熄灭之后
那个男孩出来
那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩
那个男孩听完之后
和他妈妈说
女孩最后对他说的是：
“在也不能看日出了

不过我不怕
因为是你陪着我睡着......
我爱你”

因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了
所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩

2008年年头
那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候
失足堕山
被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪
然而相片里面
朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨

clhs

Forcing myself to wake up at 10:30 this morning,just to make a phone call. And,well,it's confirmed! I'm going to CLHS for my teaching practicum. I've talked to God about a deal and I suppose God has shone on the pathway I should take. Hopefully,I'll have a pretty fine,peaceful 4 months school teaching life.

What's next? I'm still in the midst about that. Yet,I've faith that God will lead me through the way as time comes. Let's just concentrate on the coming-soon teaching practicum life first ;-D

My practicum clothes is temporarily enough. I'll get a few more when I go back,I think. I hope the school won't have a word on my fashion ;-P

Jingle bell~Jingle Bell~

When you see this picture around you, and when you feel this atmosphere all around you, then you know that something is going to happen, something is coming! And Christmas is that something!

Everywhere, people are thrilled about Christmas. People love Christmas so much! For some, Christmas is a day which Santa is highly talked about. For some, Christmas is a day which children get presents. For some, Christmas is nothing special but a normal day. However, most importantly, for most people, Christmas is the day we remember someone SPECIAL born as our life saviour with the heart of gratitude. Without him, there is no hope for the future. Without him, we would not be freed from our burdens and sin. This special someone is the reason people celebrate Christmas enthusiastically! And who is He, you asked?

His name is [JESUS].

Worry #1

My youngest brother has been a problematic kid as he grows. Don't get me wrong. He's such a kind-hearted, sweet, filial boy since young. However,he has a very weak soul and spirit. He gets to believe in things easily and way too much. Sometimes, he caused some problems which hurt my parents' heart.

He has now converted into a Christian. Thank God,Amen! Yet,my worry for him increases. No one could understand how I feel right now. As I type the words,tears roll down.

My cousin brought him to her church. I've been to that church before. I simply don't like the atmosphere there. I can't adapt to that. The believers admire and worship their pastor highly. Something which I could not accept. To me,there is none you should be worshiping except God. Their pastor seems to love attention and honour from the church members under him. The worship session is weird to me too. They sang mostly songs written and sang by their pastor. Maybe I'm a frog under the well, not knowing much about church activities and agenda. Still,my instinct told me "Somethings not right". I've tried to ask my Christian friend in my hometown and she,who had ever joined that church's worship,gave me the same thought as mine.

I'm happy,certainly,that my brother has accepted Jesus as his saviour and having the passion in knowing God. But I'm just so worried that someday I might lose a brother who grew up with me because of the influence from the weird church. I wish to bring him to another church but I can't. I'm not in my hometown all year round. All I could do is to pray for him every night. Pray that he is on the right path in knowing God. Sadly,that is the only thing I can do right now. I just don't know what to do besides that....

Window's opened

God has opened another window for my future.

Is this what God has planned for me? It's too early to say anything.

We'll just wait and see. Time will prove it all.

[God,I thank You for understanding my worries. I pray for strength and determination. I pray for luck and bright future. God,I thank You for Your blessings. I thank You for the opportunities You've opened up for me. God,I rest my hand on Yours. Amen!]

P for Persistent

Recently,I'm learning to be persistent in things I've decided on doing.

What is it?

It's an idea I've thought of to improve my oral pronunciation - Reading Aloud.

Yea,I spend at least 15 minutes - 30 minutes daily reading English text from Reader's Digest to Inspirational and Spiritual book.

The hope is to improve my slip of tongue and avoid inaccurate pronunciation which I always have had due to anxiety or complicated pronunciations.

I've no idea whether it does help, but at least,spending some time to read everyday is as well a good thing to do =)

Too bad my mp4 charger is gone. I'm thinking of transferring audio book to it and listen to Real English audio every night I sleep.

Call me nuts for doing this, but, at least that is my lil' effort in improving my English.

Coming from a non-English speaking family and situated in a community which uses 95% of Mandarin, I know my problem in English.

I'm lack of English exposure every day!

So,effort is needed.

Hopefully,I'll cling onto the big P at least for this semester break~

Repeatedly

These few days, many thoughts have been circling around my head.

Maybe I'm too free that stuff which I don't give a thought when I'm busy just pop out.

My mind keep on repeatedly replaying my past, the past which happened about 6,7 years ago.

Yea, I still couldn't let go of that piece of my past.

It just won't let go......

But still, it was gone.

I wanna know native speakers!!!

I wonder, how can I get to know some native speakers, especially speakers who use british-English.

And I wonder, where can I possibly find one who would spend time to voice-chat with me?

Hmm.....

I'm in need to improve my English within a month's time!!!!!!!!!

Cloudy

It's cloudy.

Waking up with a strange feeling.

The excessive free time I've got allows me to think about many stuff.

How weird would you find,

To see that friends are very close to each other;

But behind the scene, they still talk bad about each other. I usually give a "ha-ha" for that.

Do you think real, truthful friend talk bad behind you?

How weird would you find,

To know that you're the one they approach whenever there's a problem or help is needed;

But after that, everyone seems to forget about how you've help or listen to them.

All they concerned is their own benefits.

Well, I guess that is human's Nature.

No one is perfect just as me myself is imperfect too.

No blame should be put onto, but effort to be done on maintaining true friendship you reckon.

Alone

This feeling has been tagging along in my life for some time.
This thought has been going around my mind for some time.

Suddenly I feel I'm a lonely angel.

Friends, seem to be leaving me out. I am no longer in their pictures.

I cried over that thought and feeling countless of time.

I guess it's time. Time for me to know new friends.

Just like the lonely angel,seeking a doorway leading me to the brightness.

An end,A beginning

Today is the last day I actually sat down in a hall,writing endlessly for 3 hours,busy thinking for answers&smiling at the thought of reaching the end of my University life. Yes,this is my last exam for my Undergraduate Degree which symbolizes an end of another chapter of my life.

Practical for one whole semester from January till mid-April 2011. Then,it'll be officially an end of my Undergraduate study. What shall I do after that? We'll see by then.

An end in a chapter of my life signify an onset of a new chapter in my life =)

Last week of Uni life

This is officially my last week attending classes in University as a degree holder. Should I say, life has not been easy to reach so far? Hahaha~ I've no idea whether it's tough or easy because all that I can recall in 4 years time is the fun, joy and traveling! I never really pay attention in lecture classes; I often skipped classes. But I still do love my life in University. At the meantime, my mind and heart has been too busy looking forward to fly on this Thursday. So, I guess ending my University life with oversea travel holiday would be nice ;P

I had a great day last week experiencing a RM5 eyebrow threading. It's painful for me cause I never pull my eyebrow before (I always go for the shaving option). But, it's still a pretty new experience I can add in to my life =D Special thanks to Sandra for that! Then, I've bought my first Hindu style clothing in my life! Though it's only RM10 and not of good quality. I'm gonna go back for a whole Punjabi set when I came back from traveling! Lastly, we had a pretty new tryout of having Indian style buffet at the price of RM9.90. Pretty cool eh?

Time is running out. I have to make sure I'm prepared for my last test before I fly myself to Macau. I guess this is life? Working hard for something like studying,working and then you enjoy yourself to the fullest when you have the time and money.

Life is all about living, and living is all about having all sorts of experience in your life!

101010

M.I.A, stands for Missing In Action. Yes,I've been M.I.A from my own blog for quite some time. But,here I am again =)

Something I've done to the blog:
1)Changed the template
2)Changed blog's title => Life is All About Living
Well,yes,that is what I think. Life on Earth is all about how you choose to live your life and survive through the hardship. Life on Earth can be beautiful and meaningful, happy and interesting; Life on Earth can as well be depressing and painful, dreadful and pointless. It all depends on how you live your life,ain't it?

Assignments had all came to an end. It's a sign that I'm graduating soon,not to talk about the practical I'll be having next semester. The idea is freaking me out. I don't wanna end my university degree life so soon. Flashing back, surprisingly,I've been in this university for almost 4 years! We met when we were still young and childlike. We grew older, more mature together in the past 3 years. We've got used to having each other's company, living a life of having all the friends surrounding us day by day. And now,we're gonna live a separate life soon. How does that thought strike you? I personally feel reluctant to face it.

Since assignments are done,it means party time! Though we've no assignments to rush for deadlines, we still have classes to attend. In between the classes and my working hour, it'll be money-flowing-like-water-in-the-river time. Haha~

Something I'm looking forward to. Hmm... My BIRTHDAY! Hahaha~ It's around the corner. Why am I looking forward to it? It'll be my LAST birthday celebrating with a bunch of lovable friends whom I spent all my time with in University. I hope it'll be a memorable one *hehe*

Something to be remembered. It's 101010 today ^_^ leaving a mark here in my blog.

I just wanna say "I LOVE MY LIFE!"

Hello~

Dear bloggy,I'm so sorry for not updating you for quite some time. So now,trying to ignore the lazy bugs piling all over me,I'll do some short updates about my life ;-)

Since this new semester began,I've enjoyed one week of self-declared holiday which is really fun =D After that,lucky enough that the part-time job I've applied for one day before I went for my holiday send me some good news. The bosses are so eager to meet me that I went for interview right after I stepped my feet back to Penang. And it seems like a dream that I began working the next day after my vacation.

So,that starts my hectic life. Working everyday except Sunday. That is not easy. Thankfully I don't have much assignments this semester. Though busy,I'm enjoying it pretty much (^_^) I get to know a bunch of really wonderful people B-) I get to read LOTS of comics =P

Until I really work part time and study full time,I realise that it is not easy to balance yourself between study and work. Thus,I really salute those who work full time and take part-time degree/master course!

Last week,I happen to join Samuel,my previous clown boss for clown photo-shooting. It was fun,fun and FUN!!!! It reminded me of the previous days when I joined clowning. Hanging out with this bunch of clowns is really cool and enjoyable. No doubt,it was another piece of wonderful memory for me =)

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The idea of buying a new mobile phone has been playing in my head for quite some time. However,unsure of which to buy has delayed my action till now. I need someone to help me decide >_<

Nokia N97?

Nokia N900?

HTC Legend?

HTC Desire?

Samsung Galaxy S i9000?

Or are there any model which you can recommend?

A new semester

Let the final semester having lecture classes in uni compound starts from today =) Are we going to enjoy it? Just wait and see~

Ups & Downs

Life is like sitting on a roller coaster which goes high up, twist and turn, then ZOOOOOM! down you go~ and "Argggg!!!" you scream as you head up again.

Life is like the stocks market. Going up up UP,seem like you're earning a BIG one eh? and Suddenly, the arrow's diving downwards~down down DOWN. And as you're crying out your lungs for the money you've lost, it suddenly goes up again =D

Life is always full of ups and downs,don't you agree?

sNaCkSss

I'm pretty sure everyone has had his/her favourite snacks. Some healthy living peepz prefer vegetables like cucumber or tomato and fruits such as apple as their snacks. Well,I'm not that healthy living kind of persons ;P Let's dive into the snacks and grab one as you read =D

I'm quite certain many of us love this~ Especially when it comes hunger and starvation =P I myself love these cookies pretty much! Never tried the strawberry flavour however. All the time, chocolate is my choice =) Normally, we get to buy a small box of this in marts and shops;but,I get to buy a BIG tin of this when I shop in Spring (shopping mall in Kuching). How big is it?

There! This BIG, and imagine the LOTSSs of choco cookies in it *yummy!*

Next up,

Almond chocolate! Let's indulge in the crunchy almond coated with sweet tasty chocolate~ I love chocolate! I guess majority love it. However, due to healthy-living awareness, I don't eat much chocolate anymore. Even if I do, dark chocolate with almond would be my choice =) Not only that, chocolate mint is another favourites of mine,especially this:-

Apart from that, ICE-CREAM would be the one *yay!* Any flavour would be fine for me but I usually choose chocolate, vanilla, strawberry or mint flavour. I love chocolate mint ice-cream for it makes the ice-cream melted in your mouth with even more cooling sensation =D I know someone who loves mint flavoured B-) This is for you,Sandra babe~

Well, upon these, there're still many others which at times,I'll start craving for it. I'll just posted some of them in a series of pictures. Try to compare and see how many we have in common ;)

I think that's all I shall put on, in case it shows how unhealthy I am in junk food >.<" Moving out of hostel has done some good to me. Not because I can store even more of these junks but conversely,I've less of this in my life! Having a fridge to store fruits and cold storage and a kitchen with workable stove, I manage to eat healthier food since then =P

Let's end this with a healthier image =) Which has become my favourite snacks for now- FRUIT SALAD =D

love your life as how it is

There're a few things to be thought of if you wish to live a happy life instead of a grumpy,ignorance one. Upon all,the most important thing would be: (quoting from Rayner) "Why is everyone keep gossiping about me?" There's a saying: if one person gossip about you,it might not be your fault;BUT,if everyone is talking behind your back,you might really need to think deeply for the reason. People won't crap stuff that does not exist and put it onto you for fun. If many of them start to talk about you behind your back,you should know that SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT ABOUT YOU! Yes, Y-O-U! Not that they're mean or they just love to gossip but most probably,you're the one who has had problem that could be the topic for people to gossip around.

No one is perfect in this world. So,never think that you're right in everything you do. Never think that you're such fantabulous in everything you do. Never let your ego step out too much. Humble is what teachers always taught us to be during school days. What is it to be ashamed of to be acknowledge that you're wrong in some way? You should just hide yourself from the world and live your happy life, thinking that those who appreciate you are true friends and those who are backstabbing you are annoying devils. Stay naive and childish as you like. And many will open wide their eyes to see how deep you'll fall when you step out of the education-receiving compound.

Not only that,why don't you learn to see the world through the positive lense and stay optimistic? Why must you blame the pressure you have had? Why must you blame the world or God for having bad luck? Why must you blame others for what they have and what you do not have? Why must you blame others when things happen? Come on~ You're not forever a child. Why can't you deal things like an adult does? Why can't you learn to see from other people's perspective and learn the way they think? It might not be easy,but once you learn so,you'd definitely live a happier life.

Lastly,learn to accept other people's advices and suggestion. Don't ever think that you have had the greatest idea of all on everything, either academically or about fashion and stuff. You might not appear as what you thought you are. There're millions of people having higher IQ than you are, not to say EQ. So, what is it to be proud of academically when exams are just memorising facts and you act like an idiot in daily livings? You might think that you dress really well or having such nice hairstyle,but,you never know that people are laughing off their heads at your back for your funny ideas on yourself. Why don't you just open your ears and listen? Try to absorb the advices, apply 'em on you and see if the changes are good. No harm to try,right?

Stop complaining about people mistreating you. Stop complaining about you're living such miserable life. Just stop complaining. Life is to live and enjoy,not to waste your time telling yourself how bad your life is and keep complaining about it over and over again.

~Love Life~

A few thoughts

2 days ago,the semester result has finally been uploaded into each of our academic profile on the web. This is usually what happens during pre-exam released moment :

And this is usually what happens when result is out :

OR

Either a happy excited expression or a sad disappointed face. Haha! Ain't I right about this?

My result is satisfying I could say =) Better than all the previous semesters. Though is still slightly lesser than what I hope for but I thank God for the result which one of the subjects is a surprise =D Yes,I thank God for what I was given~

Result was known by each and everyone. Hence,the next thing to be done will be course registration which will only be opened to all in another 4 days time >_<>

Apart from that,I'm pretty looking forward for the one-week-holiday-tuition-class which I am hired back as a temporary tutor. I don't like the workload and the fatigue it caused me everytime, but, one busy week would certainly accelerate the time and thus, shorten the remaining holiday. Yes! I'm already counting down the days to go back to school! Or should I say counting down the days to go back for MORE FUN!!!!!!!! *wink*

After the tiring one week,there'll be only roughly 2 weeks left before I'm leaving this comfort zone =) I love my home. Don't misunderstand this. I just hate living a life with TOO LOOOONG rest time. Going back will mean assignments endlessly once again. But I'm gonna neglect that for that and concentrate on the idea to be able to act like a bird that has been released out from its cage after being kept in the cage for a long time! That,is definitely a nice thought =)

Had a nice chat with my besty today. Gossip about others like all women do. Hahaha! Planning and sharing together like all besties do. *nice*

That's all for this one. Gonna do other stuff right now =P

Mold~Mushroom~Spider web~

Hi peepz!!! Greeting from a girl with mushroom growing from her head, mold growing all over her body and spider web decorating all over her~ *lolz*

Yes! Literally and figuratively, I'M BORED!!! B-O-R-E-D! Oh gosh.... Holiday is nice but I don't like long-term holiday; It can turned out to be boring in the end >_<""

I haven't bought my flight ticket back to Penang. Still undecided of when to go back. Can I just don't go back and please shift all my possession to Kuching? Hahaha!!! I started to think and think AND THINK about after-graduation-plan. This always happen when holiday starts to bore you =.=" If I go back earlier,what can I do alone there? Hmm....

Not much to blog about... My life in Kuching is always dull. Conversely,life in Penang is always colourful =D

Till the next post, ADIOS AMIGO~ *wink*

long-term holiday

Yeap,people! Holiday is here again~ Hmm... How come my blog is mostly updating about holidays? Maybe I hate to tell about my studies? Or maybe because I'm self-declaring holiday for myself most of the time? Hahaha!!!

This time, we're having such long holiday which will only end in July. Pretty long term right? I wish I could go and work for I have set another new target for next semester =D

I'm flying to Macau and going to China (specifically Guang Zhou and Zhu Hai). Never thought that my first oversea trip will be going to China. Hahahaha!! I've been targeting Taiwan or Singapore for that. But well,anywhere is fine for me =) It's a chance to expand your world view anywhere you travel. But it's a daring choice of mine, because I'll travel during the study week! Hahaha! When other people is busy studying their ass off,juwie will be busy traveling, shopping, eating in China XD How ironic it is ;P

However, for now I'll concentrate on Next week's plan first, else those "sampat" girls will kill me >.<"

p/s. I'll continue this unfinished post later~ Off to visit my really-ill-uncle (please pray for him....He might not make it anytime :( )

Continue with the post....

Alright, as I've said before this, I've gotta focus on ensuring the girls are having fun in their 1 week holiday in Kuching. That is such a pressure~ hahaha!! Hopefully I can satisfy them ;) Countdown of 4 days before these earth-shaking voices reach Kuching International Airport! Hahahaha! Everyone's so excited about this trip! ^_^

After the 1-week-trip with my beloved girls, I'll have to start working. Even when semester start I have to work temporarily =( It's all for the China trip which shall cost me more than RM1k and if there's extra,I plan to go Koh Pi Pi, Thailand for a Nature-lover trip during November or maybe September? Hehe~

Not much to blog about. Am now watching Television while online-ing + blogging. Multi-tasker is who I am =)

Enjoy your holiday,peepz~~

study break = holidays

This week is study week, which means H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S for baby Juzz~ Haha! Self-declared holidays =.="

This semester, I've wasted the whole week online, watching movies, cooking BUT NOT STUDYING. My gosh! I just pray that I can still score good grades in this condition *blek*

Anyway,not much to update. Lazy bugs are duplicating rapidly in my blood stream, causing me to get lazier and lazier *lolz*

All the best for the final which starts on the 20th!! Trying to dig into some more words before sleep. It's a cooling night after the rain. Don't waste it, SLEEP! haha!

What is love?

Have you ever thought of this?

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." ~ Dorothy Parker

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it... It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." ~ Erica Jong

"Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." ~Nicholas Sparks

So, you tell me, what is love?

To me,

Love is a feeling, a feeling that could not be describe with words.

Love is a sense, that could not be substitute by any other language except its own language.

Love is a connection, that links you with another person's heart.

Love, is everything that counts when you're with a special someone.

So tell me, what is love? In fact, there won't be a definite answer for that. What matters most is how and what would you think~

End of March,Beginning of April

Happy April Fools Day,folks~~~ *hehe* Today's April Fools Day, which notes the end of March and the beginning of April. Ahh! Another month has ended for 2010, how and what do you feel about that?

March is not entirely a good month for many conflicts arouse throughout the month. Nonetheless,we manage to solve each part and bit. Harmony and love is filling in,once again. Let's put a stop on whatever unhappy incidents that had happened with the end of March; Let's not carry it forward to April ;)

Assignments are mostly done, which is a relief! However, the relief would not be long for final exam is around the corner *DENG!* Hahaha~ Everyone will be going back by then, I guess.... Poor me,couldn't go back to my beloved home... Hehe~ But I suppose staying in "Rumah No.28" will force me to study =P We'll see about this assumption when time comes.

Out of sudden,it seems like many people have lost their passion to blog,which includes me. Hmm.... The post-assignments effect? Hahaha! Ah well,I guess I'll just stop here. My brain juice has been dried since all the assignments have been sucking it all >.<>

~Pray for a good beginning of April~

Assignments piling up but not the mood for them

Assignments are piling up as high as mountain for now is the peak season of assignments due. Not to forget to say that final exam is around the corner. That idea freaks me for now. I've no idea what did we learn so far in all the courses except for some phrase structure, semantics, semiotics, Web 1.0 2.0 which I have no freaking idea what it is about in depth, some professional terms which I don't give a damn like quantitative research, qualitative research, etc..... *gosh* Now I know how far behind I am compared to those paying attention in class =.="

Anyway,though assignments are pushing me into the corner of the wall,my mood is still not lighten up. Why oh why? I've no idea at all. Maybe I just don't like those freaking courses taken this semester. Three assignments due next week, none is completed so far. So? I'm so gonna be dead meat starting tomorrow night @_@ Well,no matter how,I'll still survive to the end =D *no worries*

I'm still unsure of the date to go back home after final. Planning on a trip back to Malacca once again, this time, to A' Farmosa which I didn't get to go in the previous trip. But I doubt on my financial state for the trip. Well,I guess I'll plan it thoroughly once the three rushing assignments are done ^0^

I guess I'll put an end here for now. It's 1AM in the morning and I still need to complete certain parts of the assignments before my 2AM curfew is here. Lastly,I'd just like to say "Tolerance and harmony are two important lessons to be learned if people around the globe are to stay together" ^_^

你最近还好吗?

有多久了,我们没有任何一句的交谈?

似乎很久很久了,对吧?

也忘了几年了....

那天的我鼓起勇气在你留下的口讯中留言了

我们,就像是再也普通不过的朋友般回复对方

那时的我,只有冷笑.....

不知道的人也不会知道,之前的我们是多么地亲近

怎么现在,却像是陌生人?

最近的你还好吧?

都在忙吧?

那天,再谈起了你,眼睛还是不知觉地溢出了些许的泪光

我不难过,只是,有些怀念那时的回忆

你,还记得吗?

<小星星>

"城市里小星星 稀疏的亮晶晶

太多光吃掉他们的身影

就像我爱上你

隐没在灯海里

你眼中只看繁华的夜景

我的爱藏在你的背影里

想要笑着坚定的恒心

天黑的时候我远远陪着你

再小的闪烁也努力放光明

当有天我在夜空里面

偶尔被发现希望我眨眼

能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形

为你的天空点缀一些惊奇

即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿

不求你看见只想为你发光永远

遇见你小星星

孤单的湿淋淋

你躲在有人陪伴的伞底

就像我总被你

遗忘在晴空里

月光下才有机会想念你

我的爱藏在你的背影里

想要笑着坚定的恒心

天黑的时候我远远陪着你

再小的闪烁也努力放光明

当有天我在夜空里面

偶尔被发现希望我眨眼

能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形

为你的天空点缀一些惊奇

即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿

不求你看见只想为你发光永远

天黑的时候我远远陪着你

再小的闪烁也努力放光明

当有天我在夜空里面

偶尔被发现希望我眨眼

能感动你视线

想把小星星排成爱的图形

为你的天空点缀一些惊奇

即使像流星一闪而过寂寞也情愿

不求你看见只想为你发光永远"

大家都说我听歌有"风"的

之前超爱重复听梁文音所有的歌,然后酷爱徐佳莹的歌

听得几乎大家都至少会哼了 =.=

最近呢,我"兴"听这首歌 - 小星星

呵呵~再一次是听到现在大家都会哼了 @.@

What's up

It has been quite some time since I have last updated my blog.

The pile of assignments as well as Chinese New Year celebration have kept me busy till now

Handed in few stakes of assignments and there are still some awaiting to be done.

Oh my~ Let's not talk about this at the moment.

I need to chill out~

CNY celebration is just normal to me for there're so many incidents happened which affect everyone's mood to celebrate it

However,it is still nice to be back home ^_^

Fireworks were not as much as last year,though.

I've no idea what I'm writing right now for my brain is slowly shutting off after days of over-worked =P

Just wanna make a short update but it seems to me,it doesn't sound so much updated

But well,I really need to sleep

Things happened and continually happen recently.

I just hope that everything would stay fine and good =)

I won't forget....

I won't forget how you could recognize me, no matter how I changed, no matter how my hairstyle is;

I won't forget how you would always remember my name and yet you couldn't remember my brothers', because of the Alzhemier's disease;

I won't forget how happy you are, every time we went to visit you;

I won't forget how wide your smile is, every time I called you;

I won't forget how many edible stuff you had stuffed us with, whenever we were there;

I won't forget how you asked us to stay overnight, every time we went to visit you.

I'll always remember the funny communication we have had with my broken Hakka language;

I'll always remember how generous you are in giving us sweets and Ang pao;

I'll always remember all the mouth-watering cuisines you had made when you are still healthy and fit;

I'll always remember your shaking hands and weak legs, due to Parkinson's disease;

I'll always remember your look and your voice which seems so loving.

Though we were never closed enough; Though you never tell us stories of your past,

But there's still a bonding between you and me.

Today's the forth day you've left, and yet, I could not get over the feeling of lost.

I felt sorry from the bottom of my heart, for not being there for your last journey.

I'm so sorry, for not going back for your funeral, when everyone else was there.

I feel bad for days about this, and I feel worse day by day.

The only thing I can do is to pray for you, in my religion way.

I won't forget and I'll always remember that I have such a kind-hearted grandma.

I love you

Monday "greens"

Yup,Garfield's having monday blues and I'm having MONDAY GREENS. haha~ Why is mine green? Well,because everyone is going green nowadays =P

Anyway,not much to talk nor crap about. Life is filled with assignments and research recently that nothing new or extraordinary is going around. Apart from enjoying my butt off every weekends with nice movies and nice food *lolz*

Suddenly,I'm stuck with the urge of not going back the 3rd home tomorrow morning. Reason for that? I shall not reveal it here =P hehe~




What do you think of this T-shirt? I'd like to get one and wear it when I'm sick of hearing some "buzzing" sounds. Haha~ It's pretty cool I'd say to the printed words T-shirt people are wearing around the street. Even Ms.Sandra wore it to class and hence,got the attention of the lecturer XD

I think that's all for this post. Have to get something done, or at least start getting it done =P

Jaa ne~

微笑吧~

当你在难过的时候,我的心情也跟着担心
当你在哭泣的时候,我的心情也跟着沉重
微笑吧,朋友~



你知道吗,你的笑容是多么的可爱
你知道吗,你的笑容时多么的灿烂
所以朋友,凡是不要躲起来,让我逗逗你笑
因为你的笑,是何等的美~

没用的我

对不起....看着你哭,我什么也做不了
不习惯表现内心的我,望着一包面纸,什么也做不了....
对不起....我真的好没用....

What is it to show off?

I've no idea why do some people love to show off with their intelligence? Does possessing extra knowledge makes you proud and arrogant?
I just couldn't bear to hear nor look at these arrogant peacock.

A simple question not even addressing to you,and yet you're anxious to answer in your arrogant tone. Do you really think that this would amaze people?
Yes,it might in the past;but not anymore.

There is nothing to be proud of regardless what you know; There is nothing to be shame of regardless what you do not know.
So why do you have to compete with everyone to show that you're mighty?
People would just label you as the so-called "kiasu" instead of giving you applause for what you know

There is nothing wrong to be smart or hardworking, but there is something wrong when you try to act proud and talk in such impolite manner,especially to the elderly or respected person.

So,what is it to show off?
~This attitude would not bring one far~

~New Bloggie~

HUH??!? WHOSE BLOG IS THIS?

WHAT?! SOMEONE SHIFTED HER BLOG HERE~~~
Let's welcome this Very Important Person ^0^

Proudly announce the arrival of Princess Of Babyland - Baby Juzz

Opps~~ Not this,it's this - Your Royal Highness BABY JUZZ!!!
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Message from baby Juzz:

Let me give you a BIG KISS

Anyway,I've decided to change my blog to this new home site. No other reason but just feel like creating a new one which I could add in chatterbox and some other cool gadgets. Apart from that,I got myself this new cute name, creation from Juwie&Carol. hehe~

Before I end this,just remember to drop by when you feel like doing so to check on my newest update right here and not the old blog (wretch).