Worry #1

My youngest brother has been a problematic kid as he grows. Don't get me wrong. He's such a kind-hearted, sweet, filial boy since young. However,he has a very weak soul and spirit. He gets to believe in things easily and way too much. Sometimes, he caused some problems which hurt my parents' heart.

He has now converted into a Christian. Thank God,Amen! Yet,my worry for him increases. No one could understand how I feel right now. As I type the words,tears roll down.

My cousin brought him to her church. I've been to that church before. I simply don't like the atmosphere there. I can't adapt to that. The believers admire and worship their pastor highly. Something which I could not accept. To me,there is none you should be worshiping except God. Their pastor seems to love attention and honour from the church members under him. The worship session is weird to me too. They sang mostly songs written and sang by their pastor. Maybe I'm a frog under the well, not knowing much about church activities and agenda. Still,my instinct told me "Somethings not right". I've tried to ask my Christian friend in my hometown and she,who had ever joined that church's worship,gave me the same thought as mine.

I'm happy,certainly,that my brother has accepted Jesus as his saviour and having the passion in knowing God. But I'm just so worried that someday I might lose a brother who grew up with me because of the influence from the weird church. I wish to bring him to another church but I can't. I'm not in my hometown all year round. All I could do is to pray for him every night. Pray that he is on the right path in knowing God. Sadly,that is the only thing I can do right now. I just don't know what to do besides that....